DANCE to the movements of ...SKY HIGH

back again!

Tue, 10 Jun 2008 11:04:26 GMT

im back again.... ahahs.. guess what.. i will not be staying at my uncle's house until this sat anymore.... becos... erm.. i cant stand it anymore.. it is not about his house.. but is that i cant take it cos my face is very dirty.. as in.. my face is not clear..ahahs... thats why i wanna go home... ^^ wheee... my home sweet home is on the way... wait for me.. my home!!! ahahas...

lalala...~

Tue, 10 Jun 2008 10:52:25 GMT

annyeong???.. as usual... it has been a long long time since i have actually update my lj... ahahs... common excuses---> im busy with my own life... i have no time to do all the typing... ya so on and so fro.. but i post this entry is becos... i have nothing to do at my uncle's house.. i have been 'camping' there since last saturday... and i will be staying here until this friday... in fact every sch holis... my siblings and a cousin of mine will be there to stay... ah.. so nice to be there...but of course..im starting to miss home.. everything in my house...so ya..... i do have lots to type it out everytime... but just too hard to express and type them all out.... yea yea yea... blah blah blah... ahahs... will be back again.. *whisper*--> or may not even lol..^^

its a long time...

Tue, 25 Mar 2008 09:18:06 GMT

back once again...^^ as usual..busy wit stuff and sch works...anw i m now in jesse's hse...just pay a visit to her hse..lol^^ but i will be going for my tuition soon...it is at 6pm...ya...it is about time to leave...so...see ya...will be back again..but not sure when...so...tata...^^

BLAST!

Fri, 29 Feb 2008 15:32:18 GMT

back once again..lol..and idk when i will be posting another entire...but anw...i seriously very tire..ok..but i don noe wat to say...but anw..yay..i m feeling very stress once again.. but i feel much more better after the mission n all de crying and sobbing...

it all happened juz ytd...when i was feeling very moody..as usual..mood swing all of a sudden..during english..we were ask to say out de answers for each question..i did answer..but in a very ass manner...and i think mrs tan found something was wrong n after everything..she came forward to me... at tt time...i was alrdy sobbing without anyone noeing..not even my friend sitting beside me..cos i was lying my head against de table n was facing de outside.. so..my teacher came forward..n she asked me wat was going on..n...for no reason...i started to breakdown and cry...i could stop crying..it just keep going on n on...it was very hard for me to control..once i start crying...it is not easy for me to stop..i will keep going on..i think i can simply flood areas..lol...jkjk..

but i felt terrible... my teacher actually ask me to stop crying..but it was real hard..it took me bout almost 10 mins to slow down... n another min to break down n cry again...lol..actually i didnt want to tell her my problems..it is not tt i enjoy keeping all my problems within myself..but is tt i dk how to express them and let them go..i dont like to share my problems with other ppl..cos i think tt it is like i m carry my loads to de next person n tt person had to care for me alot..i wanted to be myself..be independent...i didnt like sharin my problems..n tt was why i broke down all of a sudden n cried..cos de burdens on me were pressuring on me n i couldnt take it any longer.. i cried for at least 1 period..which was 30 mins.. n my teacher n friends were comforting me...when i finally said all my main problems to my english teacher...she was like saying it is actually too much for a fiften year old teenager to worry to de extend..i do agree too..but i cant do anything..

so now i m trying to adapt to take each thing step by step..so i will not stress myself so easily anymore... but i feel much better for de period of time..but after some time.. i will have mood swing again n start to reload my burdens n break down n cry again..it is a whole of my mood swing cycle..lol

Thu, 07 Feb 2008 16:02:55 GMT

day 1 of CNY is about to end...how sad...how fast de world is rotating..i did not do much for today.. just went to pray..and pray..and de next thing is go home..sad rite T__T...we did not go on visiting for today...but will be going to my aunt's house tmr...n uncle's house on saturday...today is a tiring day for me..cos i slept at 3 plus for ytd...n woke up at 11.30am.. lols.. alrite thats all..i m going to bed soon...

reaching out for his love...deeply in love

Wed, 06 Feb 2008 16:59:48 GMT

glad to be back writing my journal... it has been a long long while since i login to lj...cos as usual..i was like kind of busy...everyday studying n studying...how to lead a life like tt...so sick...i m glad to be a teenager...but not for being stress over sch,test,exams,homewk...and all de lame shit things tt seems not to be important at all...although it is CNY already...but i don have de mood for CNY..i feel like pressure is pushing me downwards...i don have de mood of celebrating and study for now...i don noe wat to do... just don feel like doing anything...everything is sinking down for me...i just don noe how to express my feeling..cos i myself don noe wat i m feeling right now...happy? sad?stress? sick? actually is all of de above..LOLS... i m having multi feeling...for now..i REALLY want to meet ________!!!! AAHHHHH i m feeling so stress everyday...i sing their song, listen to their songs, see him in my SPO everyday....BUT i REALLY want to meet their face to face...although it maybe impossible to do so...but if we think it as a yes....we will sure to see them face to face...and i don want to be a fan of any singers...i just feel like being their friend...cos it kind of silly being crazy over them n not knowing wat's in their mind...i will take back my words and swallow it back down for thinkin of being a fan of de suju... ALL I WANT...IS TO BE FRIENDS...NOT A FAN!!!! i have been thinking for many times n think tt it is great to fan but it actually it is kind of thick skin being a CRAZY FAN...(if fans tt r not feeling crazy over their singers...tt is not count as thick skin..) LOLS...ZZZZZZZZ

sexy...lols..

do i count as a suju fan?

Fri, 28 Dec 2007 16:17:49 GMT

it has been awhile since i wrote an entire on my lj..but there r too many things to be mention...i m too lazy to do the typing...i m currently crazy over a boy band called suju..their songs r beautiful, until one fine day of my..i m 360degree turn.. all thanks to friends of my called CLARE n JESSE... they introduce them to me

...at the starting..i m the type of person who only listen to english musics on radio..but now i m trying to learn their lyrics and korean...although i do not really understand their meaning of the songs...but i do understand if i read their english lyrics^^.. now i m listening to them everyday...i listen to them everywhere i go...i listen to them on my radio...my mp3..my comp...lols^^ i can listen to their album over again in a day...for about 5 - 6 times a day..serious..i will do the singing everyday too..lols..^^i m so in love wit their songs....i do enjoy their songs...all thanks to my friend..clare..now my sis and i are crazy over them.. and at the starting..my sis will go online to find pics of them n informations of them..n she will even go all the way to dig out all their dirty secrets...lols..i will be listening to them everyday...when i m nt on the comp..i will listen to them on my radio..n if i m on the comp..like now..i will listen to them on my comp..n if i m nt home...i will listen to them on my mp3....i m so into their songs for now...but i noe tt cant stick to them forever...there will be a time i will let go of them n carry on wit other things..^^yea..

oh my...school is starting soon...i don want to go back to school.. i hate it.. rush for my bus everyday...go to school and do almost the something for everyday...i have nt really enjoy my holidays n school is starting so soon...T_T i don like to go sch becos i don like exams...i m scare when it come to test..cant take it..so stressful.. i also hate those camp things organise for the sch at the beginning of sch month..(except for the sec4)

things r changing from wat i see...i m changing too..^^lols.. as in my personality...i m starting to isolate myself from others.. i don noe why too...i don really like to talk that much as before..i m also having mood swing..that sound rather scary for me... i also don like to ask ppl to do things for me...i prefer to be alone... do thing all by myself.. do i count as growing up? i m not sure too...

holidays = tutitions

Sun, 09 Dec 2007 14:20:10 GMT

for all i know was that i went for tuition this afternoon and after my tuition...came home and then went to a nearby coffee shop to have our dinner...my sundays are always boring... and when i go for my tuition...it seem like all my sundays seems the same...take a bus to my destination..go to the mall...and straight goes to the lilbrary...standard..i will NEVER borrow storybooks.. ONLY english magazines..ha.. dont know why... so..after borrowing magazines...i will go for my tuition lesson..but sometimes..if i dont have the mood to step into the class...i will..drag my time until like about 10 to 15 mins late.. then go for my tuition..^-^

oh my..my tuition started since last week... 4DAYS in a row...AHHHH... 1st-->sunday-->chinese tuition
                                                                                                                                               2nd-->tuesday-->A maths
                                                                                                                                               3rd-->wednesday-->E maths
                                                                                                                                               4th-->thrusday-->A maths again..

see... and worst of all..there is homework... so it is like.. i had to rush to complete them cause most of the time i am on the comp..or esle i will be lazing around...dont feel like doing my assignments...anyway..i have assignments given to me this week and i am suppose to complete it and hand up next tuesday...but i have not even started doing...lol..

farewell my sec 4s...

Fri, 07 Dec 2007 15:14:32 GMT

my sis and i were back from east coast... it was a celebration for the sec 4 farewell.. oh my...today's weather was terrible...it kept raining non-stop.. but until like 5.45pm..it stop raining and my sis, other of the sec4s and i went to the nearest rental shop to rent a few bikes...it was so fun...i had not ride a bike for a long long time...i miss the feeling of riding...when you feel the cool air rush across you...but... it was turning late at that point of time...so we had not much time to cycle..but at least i had enjoy myself...we also had bbq over there... but i did not eat much...hehe...after from the cycling and the eating... wanling,jesse,my sis and i took bus 43 to serangoon and headed home...and now i am home already..lol..

but the way...

FAREWELL MY SEC 4S...

a boy i want to introduce...

Thu, 06 Dec 2007 14:11:20 GMT

alright people...i am back again... since i have got nothing to do...i had something to show everyone... he is a cool guy with AMAZING EYES...have the look, have the kind of attractive eyes...loving it...so in love with his eyes... it is the pair of eyes that makes him stands out... an ordinary guy with a pair of beautiful eyes...alright...i simply love the way he look... and.. he even INSPIRE ME to be a photography.. how cool... he is the one that makes me dream too much...not dream of him..but dream of plenty of things like...'I WANT TO BE LIKE HIM.. THE WAY HE LOOK.. THE PREFECT FEATURE HE HAD... HAVE THAT KIND OF EYES...HAVE 2 PIERCING UNDER MY LOWER LIP(JUST LIKE HIM)...HAVE THAT KIND OF FRINGE THAT HE IS HAVING...AND MANY OTHER THINGS....' he even make me wonder...'why must i be born in this tropical island...why cant i be an american..so i will not need to study so much... just chase my dream to be someone like him...' it is just too much for me..the gravity is killing me...(stress over so many things...not about study..but about going to america and be like those people there...) alright... enough of talking... i will show you all how he look like..oh and ya..he is ALEX EVAN...interesting name...

PICS ON HIM--->ALEX EVAN

so..how do you think about him..ya...cool...it is nice to have a guy like him that look punk but is not the naughty type...if i could be just like him...i can just only wonder...T-T*

**ALEX EVAN**

A HOT BOYS LIKE GIRLS FAN..?

Tue, 04 Dec 2007 16:16:02 GMT

A PIECE OF LYRIC FOR YOU ALL... BUT SORRY.. NO SONG PROVIDED.. WANT TO LISTEN TO THE SONG...ERM.. THINK OF ANY IDEA TO HEARD IT..OR ESLE..GO TO CD STORES TO GRAB IT....HEHE...

ARTIST: BOYS LIKE GIRLS...
SONG: THUNDER LYRIC

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know, whoa
Today I'm on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I don't know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
That's taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain

And listen to the thunder

live journal is going down...for me....

Tue, 04 Dec 2007 15:14:45 GMT

hey people...i am actually back from my uncle's house afew days ago..but i was too lazy to update only..hehe...as there is a only reason for it...and that is..I AM SIMPLY GETTING SICK.. with live journal.. to be frank...i actually do not real enjoy writing my live journal...it is kind of bore as time past..and i tends to get abit fed up with live journal...but for no reason...haha...just dont know why..i MAY not be able to post much entries as this month will be a real forking busy day for me...cause..i will be having my tuition every sun tues wed and thru...see.. 4DAYS IN A WEEK... what am i going to do... at this point of time..everyone will be celebrating and having plenty of free times.... but for me...the ending is always a new beginning for me..sianz.. so sianz...want to relax...cant relax..cos got homework to do for my tuitions..

this MAYBE my last entire....until i dont noe when...but i MAY come back to claim my live journal..hehe...sick of it and for the time being...

and...ya... about my 'camp' at my uncle's house.. and about the pics taken on those days...erm...i think i will not put it up... cos i am damn lazy to put it up.. but now i feel like dumping my live journal and create a blogspot for myself...but..i think if i were to have a blogspot account ...i will do the same thing after a short period of time...haha...serious...

aright...will be leaving my live journal for the time being...but will be back...

i rather not have a blog or a live journal for myself...

bbq for the day..is also known for my 2nd day of the 'camp'

Thu, 29 Nov 2007 18:10:37 GMT

this is the second day of my 'camp' at my uncle's house. oh my.. now i am starting to miss my home..my parents..my bed and everything in my house..haha.. now i am so fresh and clean after my shower...before that i was feeling sticky and dirty all over.. but now..ah..so comfortable..what the fork.. yesterday...after eating my satay supper..i was climbing up the stairs when i... STEPPED ONTO A BABY LIZARD..oh my..it was so gross..i cant stand the feeling when i stepped on it.. and worse of all..i was bare footed. i started screaming like hell.. about the bbq..erm.. it was kind of bore...but with the help of my cousins' jokes and laughter,it kinds of brighten up for me..we had lots of food.. we had roti prata, sotong, chicken wings, sausages, mee siam, mee goreng and many other food i cant really recall..hee..after my cousins and my parents left... all four of all (my bro,sis,cousin and me) cleaned the roof top where we had our bbq.. we clean like crazy.. to be frank with you peoples..i think that i am about to grow fat when i stay at my uncle's house..cause everyday i had been eating potato chips.. every night going for supper to eat roti prata..tell me like that will grow fat easily...am i right?hehe.. now i am feeling that my tummy is popping out..
i think after this 'camp' i will have to start doing exercise to keep myself fit.. ya like real.. i alway say but never do so.. T-T.. alright.. but for the time being.. i cant load the pics on comp..so only when i reach my own home.. i will load the pics on my lj.. still got 1 1/2 more days before i will be back home...aw..my home...

day 1 of camp at my uncle's house

Wed, 28 Nov 2007 14:12:18 GMT

i am currently at my uncle's...'camping' there for 4 days 3 nights..but my uncle isnt at home,he went overseas for some business trip and will be back by this saturday... so my aunt is home..and we can do anything we want at their house.. at least there is freedom over here..haha... i am not the only one 'camping' here.. other then me..my bro,sis and a cousin of mine are staying over too..we are enjoying ourselves and tomorrow we will be having bbq..together with my other cousins..so tomorrow we will be waking up earlier to go and buy all the things we need to start the bbq..alright..i will keep updating on the 'camp' i am having now..pics will be updated till then..bye..i am going for some satays now with my aunt,siblings and cousin for now..

the 1 day camp does not even look like 1...

Tue, 27 Nov 2007 15:22:38 GMT

HAVE THE IDEAS... HAVE THE CREATION

ai ya.. today early in the morning was force to wake up to go school just because of the forking choir camp..boring is all i can describe about the camp..not well organize and to be frank...i was also force to play stupid games that make me look.. ya.. like...whatever..then later, the leaders let us watch this movie..called the... i dont know what title is that.. but it is all about singing choral.. oh...there is this boy that look like an angel through his look,but is a devil inside..as in not emo that type..is look innocent on the look but damn naughty.. he sang well..look cute.. that is why i fell for him..(shy..) but this was the very first time i had enjoy a movie about choral..it is seriously a fabulous show.. but sadly, i went to toilet with jesse, then when went back..the movie already ended..then dont know what is the ending. (*sob) after that was our lunch..kk.. then we had singing for about 30 mins and play games again.. alright..the second round games are much more fun then the first one.. the camp actually end at 8.30pm.. but i and jesse left early cause we had to leave..haha* that was all i can tell you all for the day.. the rest are private..wahahaha*

by the way..tomorrow i will be going to my uncle's house to camp there..until saturday..ya..cant wait for tomorrow to come..

life is getting bore for me...tell me what to do!?

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 15:20:46 GMT

today was a boring day for me.. but at least i could relax as the past few days i had been running up and down. so today i went for my chinese tuition...after that i went to library to return my books and borrow more magazines to entertain myself... today was a rainy day, well i like today weather for the time being.. oh yeah.. yesterday went out with my cousins to vivo, we had alot of fun as we hadnt meet for quite some time..so we had alot to talk about. we had told a number of pics together..but i look real awful in them as i did not really enjoy taking pics. but enjoy taking pics of myself ONLY...haha.. when ever we go out... we will find it hard to leave one another as we seldom meet up with them. but anyway.. we maybe planning to meet the following week to Sentosa..maybe..not sure yet..

here are the pics..(please try to ignore pics of me.. cos i look rather weird)

me my sis and my cousin. ^^

oh..and this is me..see. i look like an a~~hole..the person at the back is my cousin's bf.. look kind of weird with me like that and he like that.

this is my sis and my cousin. ha..see.. they look sweet together.

any other pic of my sis with my cousin again..kiss kiss ha..

oh.. sis and cousin AGAIN.. why they take so many..so ai mei..

oh my..i feel so awakard..erm..see..got one present behind of us(my sis headband) ha..

here goes again..my cousin and sis again.. most of the pics are two of them..haha.. cos i don want to take..

Outz we went again...but boring

Fri, 23 Nov 2007 15:50:42 GMT

Today's one will be a short one as i am very tire after a long day out. First of all, i just went to Bishan to celebrate my 3rd aunt's birthday. So there came along my 2nd aunt, 3rd aunt, mom, bro, sis and i. We went there mainly to shop, eat and walk...(of course..ha) oh damn man..that place was forking boring, i really cant stand the place. There is nothing to do over there.. i wonder those people who like to go there very often.. how can they really stand that forking place? i really wonder...Oh.. we went to Food junction to eat, Aussino to see those bedsheets, BHG to walk around, Waston to see what to buy, then we went back to eat again.. haha i real enjoy eating.. loving it! Done with eating..went to NTUC to shop for groceries. After shopping at NTUC, we sat down to take a rest for about 20 and then went home. That was all i done for today... place..boring, but i enjoy myself.. all thanks to the birthday woman.. she entertain us ALOT. (by the way.. the entire does not look short at all..)

Went shopping,visiting and shopping again

Tue, 20 Nov 2007 15:49:42 GMT

Oh...what a pity.. the trip to east coast with my friends was cancel and postpone to next week as a number of them were not free on that day. But it is ok..at least we will be meeting. Today went to Tiong Bahru shopping centre to have a walk as i have not gone there for a very long period of time..for about 2 years? I am not very sure too..haha. But my main purpose was not to go there to shop.. my sis and me meet my aunt at the mrt station and while waiting for mom, we went to Tiong Bahru mall for a walk. After meeting my mom, we four went to have our lunch and headed to Alexandra Hospital to pay a visit to my elder aunt. She was admitted to hospital as she was having a fever. After that, we went to Wingtai to see what sale they are having on right now. they are having Foxes Wear on sale. All the items there were good for grab...the prices were range from $2 onwards to $9. Whoo.. but..i did not manage to find anything nice.. There were so many pants yet so little tops. Oh.. So we just leave the shop empty-handed. It was quite a tiring day for me as i dont really like to shop that much...i prefer staying at home as i am in love with my home. (~ ^ - ^ ~)

TODAY is today..Always

Sun, 18 Nov 2007 13:25:38 GMT

Went for tuition this afternoon, oh..kind of boring..oh ya.. and i did not hand in my work..cos i did not feel like handing up..today is today..what to do..you cant change the day nor time. I am currently chatting with my classmate on net. Kind of busy..gtg..

Oh..and i cant wait for next wed to come..cos i am going out with my clasmates to east coast to have a ride n smell de fresh air... Lets pray that that day will be a blessed day..so it will not downpour. ( ~'-'~ )